Daily Archives: May 6, 2019

How can you love others if you can’t love yourself? The answer is, it’s hard. Stand in front of a mirror and look yourself in the eyes, then say, “I love you.”

How did that come out?

If you are an old soul you have experienced a lot of shit on this planet. You’ve done things to others and have had things done to you. All of that is still in your Akash, even though you can’t see it.

Loving yourself is the first step to a feeling of oneness. We’ve all experienced that feeling, even if only for a few seconds. It’s the feeling of connection to everyone and everything and it fills your body and your entire consciousness with love and well-being. I don’t know how you can consciously get that feeling to come at will. It never happens to me unless I feel in charity with myself. That feeling of love comes from inside you. It’s part of you.

The purpose of human life on earth is to get past the biology and find it. The human race is slowly raising its collective consciousness, but there’s nothing preventing us from going faster. When enough of us find that feeling of oneness human nature will change from one of contention, competition, and struggle to one with greater compassion, tolerance, and harmony. When this happens the human race will begin to discover its true potential.

Current events are a madhouse partly because we have to walk through the darkness we have created and confront it; we are in the process of resolving thousands of years of karma. But the light side of this is that, as individuals, we are cleaning out our Akashs. We are preparing ourselves to hold more light. Light automatically vanquishes darkness, so our task will get easier and easier.

What is preventing individual human beings from advancing spiritually? NOTHING. The light-dark balance has shifted in favor of the light. Yes, we see madness, hatred, and intolerance everywhere. But this is a passing phase. Don’t believe anyone who says that the world is going down the tubes; it’s just the opposite.

Star seeds know this, and there are plenty of them on this planet. If you are reading this you are probably a star seed.

A star seed is simply one who has woken up in this lifetime, and understands they have a soul mission to raise the vibration of this planet to graduate status. Star seeds have lived on other planets and have gone through this process before. Some of us are waking up to this. There’s a feeling of spiritual certainty about the process; that the light will inevitably win. For me, this is now a 100% certainty, and I write this confidently. Lightworkers are showing the way.

Human beings have 23 chromosomes; all other hominids on the planet have 24. That fusion of the second chromosome was not a genetic accident (I talk about that in my book The Old Soul). Our biology has been enhanced by a galactic race who has already achieved graduate status. Our biology contains a subtle God template that allows us to access the higher self, and the feeling of oneness. Therefore every human being is potentially a star seed, no matter how many lifetimes we’ve had on the planet.

A skeptic will say, “Where is your proof?” The answer is simple: Look inside to find the God template. It’s there, within every one of us. A skeptic will never find it because he or she can’t see (by choice) past the materialism of their biology. Interestingly, within that very biology is the God template. But the God template is subtle, beyond the 3D materiality of our physical world.

This is the test of earth: Can you see past the limitation of the five human senses? If not, c’est la vie. A star seed, however, recognizes there is something more, even if he or she doesn’t know how to access it. Concurrent with the madness and the intolerance is a huge rise in self-help books, courses, and seminars. More and more people are trying to find the light. This process MUST inevitably lead to a change in human nature, and peace on earth. It will also inevitably lead to new inventions that can get us past the primitive, polluting fossil fuel matrix we are currently living in.

When will that happen? It’s up to us.

The snowball is rolling downhill now, collecting dark debris and making a very big mess. But lightworkers have given that snowball a huge shove and gravity (light) is taking over.

I don’t have a can’t miss formula for you, or a ten-step program that will cause you to find the God within you. That’s because there isn’t one! Every human being has his or her own path, and that’s the way it should be. The good news is that you don’t need anyone to tell you how to do this. And the good news is that you can do it yourself (you see, there is no bad news!)

When you are in the feeling of oneness, the duality disappears. There’s just well-being and a feeling of connection to everything. The madness on the news fades away; life problems are dissolved. That’s the power of the light.

The Duality

The stronger the duality, the more fighting, competition, and intolerance. But the duality isn’t some outside force imposed on humanity. The strength of the duality is decided, collectively, by individuals. You can go with the hate and the contention, or you can get above it. Getting above it doesn’t mean hiding your head in the sand and ignoring current events. It means confronting life’s problems with the knowledge that 1) humanity, collectively, is on the way up; and 2) inside each one of us is the God template.

Fear and hatred destroy this certainty. “When the darkness comes it always brings a destruction of society; it’s been happening over and over for thousands of years.” Yeah, that’s true. But what is also true is that we are on a different timeline now. We have made it past the marker. The old fractals of energy can still be re-created, but why would anyone want to do that?

“Because human nature never changes. Just look around, you fool.”

I am looking around. I’m doing a lot of looking around. I see a planet that is in the middle of a psychic cleanse. A lot of crap is coming out of every orifice. The shit is hitting the fan. People are getting triggered because the light is opening up truths that have been hidden for millennia. I’ve talked about that in previous blog posts under the “Current Events” heading. It’s a freak show out there. People are working out their karma on a planetary scale, and that’s a good thing.

What can an individual do to stop the nonsense?


That’s because nothing should be done. The old energy has to work its way through the system; human consciousness must be cleansed. It’s happening; it’s good. What individuals can do is to find the God within.

“That’s ridiculous,” you say. “We have to stop the evil ones.”

That’s not going to happen because there is good and evil in all of us. No one can or should stop the process of the light invading the dark spaces in the human psyche. It’s what we need, it’s what we have all been working for. We can see it on the news every day.

“Maybe it’s what you have been working for, but not me. People are getting killed every day! Guns and shootings and ......”

That’s right. That’s what happens when a planet of free choice makes the decision to go upward into the higher vibrations: The lower vibrations immediately get exposed and they have to be confronted and handled.

Individuals have two choices (the duality again): Get triggered into current events, or stay centered and find the God within. I can’t stop it, you can’t stop it. It’s part of growing up as a species and finding planetary balance at a much higher level.

Everything we are seeing, in the eyes of God, is positive. Those who die immediately go back Home.

There has never been an incarnated soul on earth who has failed to go back to Oneness. It’s never happened and never will happen, because the nature of consciousness is pure love. What we do here on earth stays here. ALL endings are happy endings. Yes, even Adolf Hitler had a happy ending. Even the mass murderer Josef Stalin went back to Source.

Percentage of people on earth who have the God template: 100%

Percentage of people on earth who will be trapped or suffer punishment for their lives on earth: 0%

That’s what happens on a planet of free choice.

“Then why bother to be good if the evil ones are treated the same way as the good guys?”

Because an evil person lives a miserable life. They are trapped in lower vibrations and don’t know how to get out. An evil person also develops heavy karma that must be resolved in future lives.

This is why lightworkers are so important. Sending your light out into the world (through meditation or interaction with others) dissolves karma. The situation would be hopeless if this wasn’t the case.

Evil isn’t a force. It’s a decision to turn away from the light.

Yes, there are dark networks on the planet that literally try to bring demonic beings into the physical plane. But these demonic beings are creations of the human psyche. They are local to planet earth. They don’t exist outside the psyche of humanity. They are not powerful in themselves, because the darkness is simply an ABSENCE of light. The darkness is not a force in itself; its impetus comes from the light.

“Light can’t create darkness,” you say.

That’s right. But on a planet of free choice, individuals can shut out the light, just as you can pull a curtain over your window. The decision to pull the curtain down is yours. The consequences of that action you are responsible for. BUT – the God template still exists within you. No one is totally evil! All beings have light within them. The power of free choice creates a true test of energy on the planet.

“But why have an energy test that involves so much suffering? Surely this is not God’s intent!”

I don’t know why there is an energy test on this planet. That knowledge is hidden from anyone who incarnates here; otherwise the test would not be fair. Why play a game if the outcome is pre-determined? Clearly there must be some huge, divine purpose for an undertaking that involves 8 billion souls. Lee Carroll, channeling Kryon, just says that the energy test helps the galaxy. That’s very unsatisfying to me; but again, Kryon can’t tell us otherwise it would spoil the game.

If you figure it out, tell me!

Postscript: Current Events

The battle between light and dark is reflected in current events. But the game is very complex. It resembles a chess game where the pieces can change their color (free choice), depending on their position in the game, and how much danger they are in from surrounding pieces. Pieces (human actors) can change their color more than once, depending on what messes they create for themselves, and how much pressure is brought to bear on them from either side. A piece might decide to flip from dark to light, and vice-versa, and then back again. So the game isn’t static, it’s constantly changing. But the primary factor in the game is the infusion of light energy into the dark spaces. This is providing all of the impetus for change. 

Postscript: Current Events: Big Pharma Beginning to Crack

Insys Therapeutics CEO John Kapoor, 4 other execs found guilty in fentanyl bribery case

Source: USAToday.com


“BOSTON — The billionaire founder of the pharmaceutical company Insys Therapeutics and four other top executives were found guilty on Thursday of racketeering in a scheme that involved giving bribes and kickbacks to physicians to prescribe large amounts of a fentanyl spray to patients who didn't need the painkiller.”

This is just the beginning.

Postscript: Big Tech Companies Are Essentially Information Gathering Organizations

Don’t take my word for it. Here’s an article from “CIA Jeff” Bezos’s own paper, the Washington Post: https://www.washingtonpost.com/technology/2019/05/06/alexa-has-been-eavesdropping-you-this-whole-time/?utm_term=.4b5b17d31ea3

Here’s another take: The Myth of Internet Giants Being Private Companies:

This dude explains the difference between platform, publisher, and private corporation in relation to data collection sites like Google, Facebook, and Twitter.