The Big Picture Blog

How can you love others if you can’t love yourself? The answer is, it’s hard. Stand in front of a mirror and look yourself in the eyes, then say, “I love you.”

How did that come out?

If you are an old soul you have experienced a lot of shit on this planet. You’ve done things to others and have had things done to you. All of that is still in your Akash, even though you can’t see it.

Loving yourself is the first step to a feeling of oneness. We’ve all experienced that feeling, even if only for a few seconds. It’s the feeling of connection to everyone and everything and it fills your body and your entire consciousness with love and well-being. I don’t know how you can consciously get that feeling to come at will. It never happens to me unless I feel in charity with myself. That feeling of love comes from inside you. It’s part of you.

The purpose of human life on earth is to get past the biology and find it. The human race is slowly raising its collective consciousness, but there’s nothing preventing us from going faster. When enough of us find that feeling of oneness human nature will change from one of contention, competition, and struggle to one with greater compassion, tolerance, and harmony. When this happens the human race will begin to discover its true potential.

Current events are a madhouse partly because we have to walk through the darkness we have created and confront it; we are in the process of resolving thousands of years of karma. But the light side of this is that, as individuals, we are cleaning out our Akashs. We are preparing ourselves to hold more light. Light automatically vanquishes darkness, so our task will get easier and easier.

What is preventing individual human beings from advancing spiritually? NOTHING. The light-dark balance has shifted in favor of the light. Yes, we see madness, hatred, and intolerance everywhere. But this is a passing phase. Don’t believe anyone who says that the world is going down the tubes; it’s just the opposite.

Star seeds know this, and there are plenty of them on this planet. If you are reading this you are probably a star seed.

A star seed is simply one who has woken up in this lifetime, and understands they have a soul mission to raise the vibration of this planet to graduate status. Star seeds have lived on other planets and have gone through this process before. Some of us are waking up to this. There’s a feeling of spiritual certainty about the process; that the light will inevitably win. For me, this is now a 100% certainty, and I write this confidently. Lightworkers are showing the way.

Human beings have 23 chromosomes; all other hominids on the planet have 24. That fusion of the second chromosome was not a genetic accident (I talk about that in my book The Old Soul). Our biology has been enhanced by a galactic race who has already achieved graduate status. Our biology contains a subtle God template that allows us to access the higher self, and the feeling of oneness. Therefore every human being is potentially a star seed, no matter how many lifetimes we’ve had on the planet.

A skeptic will say, “Where is your proof?” The answer is simple: Look inside to find the God template. It’s there, within every one of us. A skeptic will never find it because he or she can’t see (by choice) past the materialism of their biology. Interestingly, within that very biology is the God template. But the God template is subtle, beyond the 3D materiality of our physical world.

This is the test of earth: Can you see past the limitation of the five human senses? If not, c’est la vie. A star seed, however, recognizes there is something more, even if he or she doesn’t know how to access it. Concurrent with the madness and the intolerance is a huge rise in self-help books, courses, and seminars. More and more people are trying to find the light. This process MUST inevitably lead to a change in human nature, and peace on earth. It will also inevitably lead to new inventions that can get us past the primitive, polluting fossil fuel matrix we are currently living in.

When will that happen? It’s up to us.

The snowball is rolling downhill now, collecting dark debris and making a very big mess. But lightworkers have given that snowball a huge shove and gravity (light) is taking over.

I don’t have a can’t miss formula for you, or a ten-step program that will cause you to find the God within you. That’s because there isn’t one! Every human being has his or her own path, and that’s the way it should be. The good news is that you don’t need anyone to tell you how to do this. And the good news is that you can do it yourself (you see, there is no bad news!)

When you are in the feeling of oneness, the duality disappears. There’s just well-being and a feeling of connection to everything. The madness on the news fades away; life problems are dissolved. That’s the power of the light.

The Duality

The stronger the duality, the more fighting, competition, and intolerance. But the duality isn’t some outside force imposed on humanity. The strength of the duality is decided, collectively, by individuals. You can go with the hate and the contention, or you can get above it. Getting above it doesn’t mean hiding your head in the sand and ignoring current events. It means confronting life’s problems with the knowledge that 1) humanity, collectively, is on the way up; and 2) inside each one of us is the God template.

Fear and hatred destroy this certainty. “When the darkness comes it always brings a destruction of society; it’s been happening over and over for thousands of years.” Yeah, that’s true. But what is also true is that we are on a different timeline now. We have made it past the marker. The old fractals of energy can still be re-created, but why would anyone want to do that?

“Because human nature never changes. Just look around, you fool.”

I am looking around. I’m doing a lot of looking around. I see a planet that is in the middle of a psychic cleanse. A lot of crap is coming out of every orifice. The shit is hitting the fan. People are getting triggered because the light is opening up truths that have been hidden for millennia. I’ve talked about that in previous blog posts under the “Current Events” heading. It’s a freak show out there. People are working out their karma on a planetary scale, and that’s a good thing.

What can an individual do to stop the nonsense?

Nothing.

That’s because nothing should be done. The old energy has to work its way through the system; human consciousness must be cleansed. It’s happening; it’s good. What individuals can do is to find the God within.

“That’s ridiculous,” you say. “We have to stop the evil ones.”

That’s not going to happen because there is good and evil in all of us. No one can or should stop the process of the light invading the dark spaces in the human psyche. It’s what we need, it’s what we have all been working for. We can see it on the news every day.

“Maybe it’s what you have been working for, but not me. People are getting killed every day! Guns and shootings and ……”

That’s right. That’s what happens when a planet of free choice makes the decision to go upward into the higher vibrations: The lower vibrations immediately get exposed and they have to be confronted and handled.

Individuals have two choices (the duality again): Get triggered into current events, or stay centered and find the God within. I can’t stop it, you can’t stop it. It’s part of growing up as a species and finding planetary balance at a much higher level.

Everything we are seeing, in the eyes of God, is positive. Those who die immediately go back Home.

There has never been an incarnated soul on earth who has failed to go back to Oneness. It’s never happened and never will happen, because the nature of consciousness is pure love. What we do here on earth stays here. ALL endings are happy endings. Yes, even Adolf Hitler had a happy ending. Even the mass murderer Josef Stalin went back to Source.

Percentage of people on earth who have the God template: 100%

Percentage of people on earth who will be trapped or suffer punishment for their lives on earth: 0%

That’s what happens on a planet of free choice.

“Then why bother to be good if the evil ones are treated the same way as the good guys?”

Because an evil person lives a miserable life. They are trapped in lower vibrations and don’t know how to get out. An evil person also develops heavy karma that must be resolved in future lives.

This is why lightworkers are so important. Sending your light out into the world (through meditation or interaction with others) dissolves karma. The situation would be hopeless if this wasn’t the case.

Evil isn’t a force. It’s a decision to turn away from the light.

Yes, there are dark networks on the planet that literally try to bring demonic beings into the physical plane. But these demonic beings are creations of the human psyche. They are local to planet earth. They don’t exist outside the psyche of humanity. They are not powerful in themselves, because the darkness is simply an ABSENCE of light. The darkness is not a force in itself; its impetus comes from the light.

“Light can’t create darkness,” you say.

That’s right. But on a planet of free choice, individuals can shut out the light, just as you can pull a curtain over your window. The decision to pull the curtain down is yours. The consequences of that action you are responsible for. BUT – the God template still exists within you. No one is totally evil! All beings have light within them. The power of free choice creates a true test of energy on the planet.

“But why have an energy test that involves so much suffering? Surely this is not God’s intent!”

I don’t know why there is an energy test on this planet. That knowledge is hidden from anyone who incarnates here; otherwise the test would not be fair. Why play a game if the outcome is pre-determined? Clearly there must be some huge, divine purpose for an undertaking that involves 8 billion souls. Lee Carroll, channeling Kryon, just says that the energy test helps the galaxy. That’s very unsatisfying to me; but again, Kryon can’t tell us otherwise it would spoil the game.

If you figure it out, tell me!

Postscript: Current Events

The battle between light and dark is reflected in current events. But the game is very complex. It resembles a chess game where the pieces can change their color (free choice), depending on their position in the game, and how much danger they are in from surrounding pieces. Pieces (human actors) can change their color more than once, depending on what messes they create for themselves, and how much pressure is brought to bear on them from either side. A piece might decide to flip from dark to light, and vice-versa, and then back again. So the game isn’t static, it’s constantly changing. But the primary factor in the game is the infusion of light energy into the dark spaces. This is providing all of the impetus for change. 

Postscript: Current Events: Big Pharma Beginning to Crack

Insys Therapeutics CEO John Kapoor, 4 other execs found guilty in fentanyl bribery case

Source: USAToday.com

https://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation/2019/05/02/insys-therapeutics-john-kapoor-found-guilty-fentanyl-bribery-case/3561518002/

“BOSTON — The billionaire founder of the pharmaceutical company Insys Therapeutics and four other top executives were found guilty on Thursday of racketeering in a scheme that involved giving bribes and kickbacks to physicians to prescribe large amounts of a fentanyl spray to patients who didn’t need the painkiller.”

This is just the beginning.

Postscript: Big Tech Companies Are Essentially Information Gathering Organizations

Don’t take my word for it. Here’s an article from “CIA Jeff” Bezos’s own paper, the Washington Post: https://www.washingtonpost.com/technology/2019/05/06/alexa-has-been-eavesdropping-you-this-whole-time/?utm_term=.4b5b17d31ea3

Here’s another take: The Myth of Internet Giants Being Private Companies:

This dude explains the difference between platform, publisher, and private corporation in relation to data collection sites like Google, Facebook, and Twitter.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4k63XIrKDT0

The old systems of human thought are breaking apart. This is causing some people to become imbalanced, emotionally triggered by current events, afraid of the future, and lashing out at others for no apparent reason. In old souls it is also causing the opposite effect: a feeling of greater serenity and a growing confidence that the craziness of current events and all of its hatred and contention, is a transition to a higher level; a passing (but necessary) phase.

Why would anyone feel calmer and more confident in the current atmosphere, where a person is judged by how he or she voted in the last election, and a growing intolerance for other points of view? Isn’t that delusional? Not really. More and more people are waking up to their spirituality. By that I mean the understanding that a person is much, much greater than their biology. Human consciousness is that part of the soul that can “fit” into a human body. The human body is surrounded by the merkaba, a 24-foot sphere of light. The merkaba is the biology’s connection to the eternal soul (if the person wakes up enough). At this point human beings cannot “see” the merkaba or understand it. There’s just a vague feeling that “I’m a lot bigger than I think I am.” Sometimes a person has a soul mission and wakes up to that. This is accompanied by a feeling of purpose and passion.

The feeling of optimism occurs because the human merkaba is a direct connection to the soul, and to God.

Because a human being is not a piece of meat, everyone has a spiritual component. Only a little bit of your soul can incarnate into a human body, so most of you is on the other side. However, the spiritual system associated with earth provides a set of “guides” that help you along the lifepath.  Because free will exists, these spiritual helpers cannot interfere in a life unless the human being requests it. But when you do, they are there. I have called upon them several times in the past few years when I fell into spiritual black holes. These spiritual helpers are real! When you connect with your spiritual helpers you feel a sense of well being and optimism about the future.

The Release of Karma

What is happening on the planet now is the release of karma.

There are almost 8 billion human beings. Everyone who has ever had a lifetime on earth is here. Imagine the karmic relationships between billions of people who have had lifetimes over thousands of years. Even newbies have some karma. A lifetime or two is enough to meet lots of people and interact with them. The various soul groups and soul families are all here now in the new energy. All of the past relationships that generated karma are being worked out. The internet has enabled people who live across the globe to work out karma. Is it any wonder so much chaos has resulted?

The “new energy” is a result of the decision of the human family to clean things up. This is a very recent event, because we only passed the marker on December 21, 2012. It made a planetary house cleaning possible. December 2012 was the approximate end of a precession cycle. Once the human race voided prophecy that we would destroy ourselves it was possible to begin a spiritual evolution out of the darkness.

This planet’s primary esoteric cycle is the precession of the equinoxes, a 25,770-year cycle where the earth makes a wobble on its axis. It is five of the Mayan long counts from their calendar. There have been two precession cycles since the time of Lemuria. After 2012 we are entering a third cycle.

The spiritual/belief systems of humanity are being “tossed.” This is the decision of the entire human family. All of the souls who have ever incarnated on the earth saw that when thc 2012 marker was passed without an extinction event, the path to higher consciousness was possible in the physical. The human race is working on a planet-wide resolution of karma that has been generated over the millennia.

The sky is not falling, the darkness is not advancing, the human race is not on the edge of extinction. What we are seeing is how karma resolves between 8 billion human beings! The old is being replaced by the new. The collective “box” of beliefs of humanity in an older energy is being gradually replaced by new ideas. This is causing chaos in the physical universe. The chaos is not the result of a turn toward the darkness, but a turning away from it (see Postscript below). 

The dark is organizing for its survival; therefore, it has had to come out into the open against its own wishes. The hidden arms, drugs, and human trafficking networks do best when no one sees them. We are seeing more dark activity because it is being exposed to the light of day, in accordance with the decision of humanity on the other side to initiate the karmic cleanup.

Many will never wake up; but the majority doesn’t have to. Only enough people to start the process. If you meditate enough you will get an inkling of this great decision. Whether your physical self agrees with this decision or not, the karmic cleanup has begun! It is glorious.

“You are crazy,” you say. “People are killing innocents with guns in public places. Corruption is at an all-time high. If you call that glorious you are insane.”

Think about it. Combine free will with the new cleanup energy and what do you get? Exactly what you see happening in current events. Don’t try to figure it out because it’s impossible. There are so many variables, the interactions are so complex, no physical modeling system could even begin to approach the level of sophistication necessary to analyze it. All you can do is reach beyond your biology to the God within, which will give you a feeling of calmness and serenity and optimism about the process.

The craziness in current affairs will force you to look inside precisely because events are so chaotic. The mind can’t handle it, which is why so many are becoming unbalanced. At the same time, even more are waking up! The unbalanced ones will become triggered into their karma, yelling and screaming and shouting and lashing out. The ones who wake up will largely be quieter, although there are some who have soul missions to confront the darkness and become playas (see the March 2019 blog post). The entire earth play is being orchestrated from the other side by the various soul groups and soul families. We, the incarnated human souls, are here to do the work. It is an exciting time to be alive!

Just remember that the play is going according to plan, with the variable of free will being paramount.

Earth is a planet of free will. This means that no one will interfere: not even our own Higher Selves, unless we ask for help. The benevolent space brothers are not going to land on the White House lawn and save humanity; we have to do this ourselves. Why? I don’t know the answer to that. What I do know is that the earth is in communication with every other planet in the galaxy through a “cosmic web” of energy that you don’t discover until you reach a certain level of consciousness. We haven’t gotten there yet, but it’s coming.

Those who observe us know that each planet that goes through what the earth is going through MUST make it on their own. To help at this stage would be counter-productive. If the earth makes it to a higher dimension, it must be our collective choice.

This choice cannot be accomplished by “educating” people, it cannot be accomplished by marching and demonstrating, it cannot be accomplished by killing or silencing people, it cannot be accomplished by hatred and intolerance. The way out of the darkness is through the darkness, exercising as much tolerance and compassion as possible. Nobody said it would be easy. People are dying in wars and from drugs, children and women are being abused, injustice and intolerance is becoming more and more obvious. It’s all part of the process. It sucks; but humanity made its bed over the last several thousand years. It’s now our job to clean up the mess we made.

It’s happening!  

Postscript: Current Events

We have to talk about current events, even though it’s not “spiritual.” Actually, it is. The battle between dark and light is happening in human consciousness. That battle is reflected in the physical universe and we can see it in current events. As above so below.

The light is revealing the dark underbelly of human societies. The darkest of the dark is the trafficking in human beings, and especially children. There is an ancient “religion” on this planet that believes in sacrificing children and drinking their blood. (Apparently, ingesting the blood of young children has positive health effects.) This ancient practice of child sacrifice and blood drinking is surrounded by dark rituals. It has been done all over the world for thousands of years. It is continuing and it is ongoing.

In our so-called “modern” societies we think we are beyond this. That is a myth. It is continuing, it has continued for a long, long time. There are organizations that literally breed children and sell them to global pedophile networks. These children do not have birth certificates and so are not traceable. Children go missing every year and are never found. Millions of children are involved. I saw a vid last year of a Mexican woman walking out of a store carrying a child. A SUV drove up, a man got out and grabbed the child. The mother screamed and almost lost her child until a couple people came to her aid on the street. This stuff is real, but it’s hidden here in the US.

In the coming years the child trafficking networks will be exposed (some have already been shut down), but the process will be slow because people don’t want to believe it occurs.

We cannot have peace on earth until this appalling and evil practice is rooted out, and those responsible are identified and removed from society.

Underlying the hard-line politics in the US is this one million pound gorilla. It’s almost never spoken about because it’s totally unreal to 99% of the population, and because it’s so dark. I hate to talk about this, but it’s necessary.

A society that allows the abuse of children is insane. Right now humanity is living in a corporate matrix of lies and corruption that allows the abuse of children to continue. In the past, the subject has been avoided in the news and in debate. Until the population wakes up to this appalling practice, we cannot make spiritual progress ahead.

Those who talk of ascension are way, way ahead of the curve. It’s a great idea, but ascension is never going to happen until the corporate drugs, arms, and human trafficking networks are identified and disbanded. That’s because ascension applies to the entire human race, not just an enlightened few. We’re in this together, all for one and one for all. As I said above, the collective decision of the entire human soul family is for a massive cleanup of karma. No one makes it unless we all make it. Only then can there be peace on earth. We are all brothers and sisters, no matter what the crazed U.S. media tells you.

This is why I have had to throw my support to President Trump. He’s doing a lot to uncover these networks, and is being viciously attacked for it (but the attacks are masked – the real reason isn’t being disclosed). Don’t be fooled by the false Republican-Democrat, liberal-conservative hatred. The people who hate the most are the people behind these dark corporate networks. They are on both sides.

Is Trump a savior? Of course not. He’s contentious and egotistical, but I will support anyone who is in a position to do something about it, regardless of his or her personality flaws. The people who are involved in these dark practices are in so deep they have no choice but to fight to the death. To me, the elimination of human trafficking is the single most important issue facing human societies. Destroying human beings through drugs, war, and sexual abuse is the way of the dark, and represents how the dark values human beings.

Trump is emphasizing the southern border here in the US because that is where almost all of the human trafficking into the US is coming from (and the guns and the drugs). The mass migration to the southern border in the US is being underwritten by the drug cartels.These outfits use their human packages as diversions at the border to tie up U.S. Border Patrol agents so they can run deadly opiates and other drugs into the country.

Some of those who want open borders are in the light; they see that an ideal society would be a completely free one, where anyone and everyone is welcomed and helped. These people see Trump as a reactionary; an old-energy doofus who doesn’t get it. But there are others who want open borders because it facilitates the trafficking networks.

Is it preposterous to assume that a few U.S. politicians are participating in the flow of money via drugs, arms, and human trafficking at the southern border? I hope we are beyond the naivete that all pols are working for the good of the country. There’s a war on, folks. A war between light and dark. The dark side does not have a party, a country, a culture, or a religion. It is composed of those who have chosen to turn their backs on the Light.

We aren’t quite at the stage yet where open borders are possible; only after the identification, cleanup, and elimination of the trafficking networks. That is why Trump is necessary, and why he is (hopefully) a temporary phenomenon. Trump would tell you the same thing, I’m sure of that. This is a guy who feels he has been forced into the position of president. What person in their right mind would want to be attacked day and night in such a high profile job? There have already been four attempts on his life that I know of, and members of his family have received death threats. I didn’t vote for him, but I support the cleanup he’s trying to oversee.

Most lightworkers (rightly) want nothing to do with these dark subjects. The job of the lightworker is to spread light, but part of being a lightworker is not being delusional (“We are almost to Ascension now!”). We have to know what we are facing so we can send light to the millions of people being affected by these networks. Many of the people involved in these networks have themselves been abused, and are looking for a way out. (This has nothing to do with fanciful theories about reptilian aliens or other evil ETs. This is a human problem, created by humans, and must be resolved by humans.)

Here is a tiny little snowflake on the huge mountain of human trafficking.

Child Brides In Africa Are Advertised On Facebook And Sold To Old Men https://www.thedailybeast.com/child-brides-in-africa-are-advertised-on-facebook-and-sold-to-old-men

Do you think this only happens in Africa? It’s all over the world.

You’d think the Boy Scouts of America would be pretty clean wouldn’t you? From NBC New York: Thousands of Boy Scout Leaders Face New Child Sex Allegations; Names Expected to Be Released Tuesday

“An attorney claims the BSA has files of child abusers within their ranks, going back to the 1940s. The allegations came to light Monday night and a group of alleged victims were expected to hold a press conference in New York Tuesday to speak out publicly, alleging a pattern of sexual abuse within the scouting organization. The victims’ attorney, Jeff Anderson, called it a system of denial and cover-ups. He claims the BSA has files of child abusers within their ranks, going back to the 1940s. ‘The lives of the survivors and their families have been shattered and destroyed in so many ways,’ Anderson said. He says the new allegations accuse more than 7,000 leaders of abuse, with more than 100 in New York.”

Source: https://www.nbcnewyork.com/news/local/Sex-Abuse-Boy-Scouts-of-America-Lawsuits-BSA-508934291.html

Here’s another: the death of Irish journalist Lyra McKee on April 18th:

Accidental? Maybe.

The child trafficking problem can be summarized best by this article:

The Essence Of Evil: Sex With Children Has Become Big Business In America

https://www.zerohedhedge.com/news/2019-04-26/essence-evil-sex-children-has-become-big-business-america

I don’t go looking for this stuff: it’s everywhere. Child abuse is a planet-wide epidemic and involves ordinary people and influential people. It is the heart of the dark networks.

But then there’s the Light side:

Minnesota Authorities Arrest 58 People, Rescue 28 Victims In Child Sex and Trafficking Sting

Source: https://breaking911.com/breaking-minnesota-authorities-arrest-58-people-rescue-28-victims-in-child-sex-and-trafficking-sting/

Philadelphia pastor among 16 men netted in New Jersey child predator investigation

https:////6abc.com/5268282/

Undercover Human Trafficking Sting Yields 47 Arrests in 10 Days (in Houston)

https://m.chron.com/neighborhood/katy/news/article/Undercover-human-trafficking-sting-in-Katy-yields-13791608.php

From the DHS:

You get the idea.

You get the idea. It’s simple: The silly Democrat-Republican hatred is a false dichotomy. “Mueller! Russia! Trump! Clinton!” The media inspired frenzy of hate is designed to draw attention away from the dark networks.

This subject is going to rear its ugly head more and more as the light gets stronger and the dark fights for its survival. Over the months and years people involved are going to be identified, and it’s not going to be pretty. But it’s necessary. It’s a positive, not a negative development.

The first step in handling anything is gaining the ability to face it.  Humanity is finally beginning to confront its dark side. When you stand in the light you can safely walk through the darkness.

Postscript Two: The Beginning of the End for Big Pharma

“First drug firm CEO to be charged in the opioid epidemic is paraded in handcuffs: Retired exec ‘boasted he was the “knight in shining armor” for pharmacies and sold them huge hauls of oxycodone and fentanyl, without asking questions.’”

Source: https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-6954985/amp/Ex-drug-company-CEO-handcuffed-criminally-charged-fueling-Americas-opioid-crisis.html

Postscript Three: Pepe the Frog

I’m including this link without comment. You may have heard of Pepe and become confused. This link explains everything. https://pepethefrogfaith.wordpress.com/

I’m a curious bloke. All my life I have asked “Why?” when faced with something I couldn’t understand. This has led me down many paths of research and inquiry, which has increased my knowledge base. But the asking of Why? has been a blessing and a curse.

As we move through the Shift to higher consciousness, we also move through our karma, both present life and past life. Humanity as a whole is moving collectively through the darkness we have all created during hundreds or even thousands of lifetimes on earth. This evolution means that on our way upward we encounter negative stuff.

Recently I have been doing some powerful meditations and affirmations, trying to place myself in a very high state of consciousness, and in the light. However, this has inevitably led to encounters with the barriers of negativity from my past actions, thoughts, and emotions. We have all experienced this: the paradox of advancement into the light means we must work through the darkness we have created along the way.

I have been experiencing both physical and emotional barriers as my meditations get more powerful and build on themselves, but I have not been able to fully accept these barriers. “I’m supposed to be in the light! Why am I experiencing this negative stuff?”

It’s one thing to preach, but it’s another thing to practice what you preach! The practicing part, that gets hard.

Curiosity is a wonderful thing, but sometimes it can get in the way. When something happens that I don’t understand, I always ask Why? I realized this morning that curiosity about something fascinating or exciting or informationally new is a good thing. But asking Why? when something bad happens sticks you in the bad thing. Asking Why? puts you inside it, and then you begin to feel crummy. The problem is that asking why is an intellectual exercise, and it doesn’t help you to resolve emotional or physical difficulty.

For example, I have been having balance issues. I’m walking around OK, but I feel that I’m going to fall over. In the past this has been resolved by seeing my chiropractor, but that hasn’t worked this time. So I ask “Why am I feeling so crummy?” This is the wrong question! It isn’t surprising that I’m having balance issues, because the entire planet is unbalanced right now, especially in the US, where the hatred is just getting stronger and stronger, and people are taking sides. Apparently, if you aren’t screaming invective from the Left or the Right, you’re not even in the game.

In my meditation this morning I decided that instead of asking Why? when something negative happens, I decided to replace the why with the love of God. Lee Carroll and Kryon are really big on this. We are all an aspect of God, so why not use that to our advantage? Replace why, with love. Since love is the basis for all emotions, both positive and negative, replacing a crummy feeling with love should dissolve it.

This sounds pretty obvious when you write it down linearly on paper, but it was a profound realization for me. That’s because I always ask Why? Moreover, asking why is a God-driven impulse, because the Creator is the most curious entity in the universe. The Creator sends trillions of souls from the Great Central Source into the physical, to gain experience and discover Itself. We are all little pieces and part of the One.

So, wanting to understand is a Godly impulse. But asking why about negative stuff just flips you more into it. The solution is non-linear: replace the negative emotion with pure love, as much as you can generate. When something unexpected happens to me my first impulse always was, “Why?” Now it’s going to be acceptance, then love.

It doesn’t matter to me anymore why something happens. It happened, so what, accept it. This is an old philosophy (stoicism), but in the old energy it was usually followed by apathy, because the dark was stronger. “Nothing I can do about it.” “You can’t fight City Hall.” So you just grind it out, hoping things will get better.

You Are Your Best Counselor

The good news is that you don’t need anything outside yourself to advance yourself spiritually. You don’t need the latest procedure to enhance your DNA, or remove your karma, or whatever spiritual marketers are hyping. Folks, I don’t want to step on any toes, but there are a lot of spiritual people out there trying to make money. I’d bet almost all of them are genuine, and genuinely believe that their program is the greatest thing since sliced bread (that’s an old phrase my grandpa used to say). But we are all aspects of God. Therefore we all have God inside. The path to enlightenment isn’t through your spiritual guru or the latest and hottest self-help book or program. It’s through your personal connection to God. And that you have complete control of. Your personal path leads through your personal connection to the One, and only you can do that.

This is why I have abandoned all spiritual teachers except Lee Carroll and Kryon. Lee offers his audio lectures for free on his website, you can hear everything he does. Sure, he sells books and tickets to his talks when he channels Kryon. But Lee makes it clear he isn’t in it for the money, even though he’s probably pretty well off (hundreds of people come to his presentations all over the world). I have no problem with that. He doesn’t hype his talks, even though he is hands-down the most genuine channel on the planet (IMHO). I’ve heard other channelers but they don’t even come close. Kryon is the real deal: that energy is coming directly from the other side of the veil. If you are looking for inspiration, go to kryon.com and click on “free audio.” There are channels all the way back to 2002, and it’s not new-age bullshit. If you haven’t heard Kryon before, you are in for a pleasant surprise.

Information Chaos Is Good

I realize now that my understanding of Why is a logical progression from emptying my box of beliefs, as I talked about in previous posts. My belief box was so cluttered with “now I have tos” and “now I’m supposed tos” and “scientist A says this” and “my trusted information source says that” and “here are the facts I am marshaling on this, and this, and that to support my arguments” that I got too emotionally riled by stuff that happens in my life. I was getting too “triggered” by events that were just the opposite of what I wanted, which is peace on earth.

Here in the US, almost everyone gets triggered because the lunatic media spews hatred of the “other side” 24 hours a day. I’ve learned to simply ignore the news programs, because they just marshal facts (or lies) to support a political agenda.

Objective journalism is dead in the USA, but that’s a good thing because before the Shift, the fix was in. Reporting was more “objective” but it was all about keeping the darkness and the status quo firmly in place. I used to read the New York Times, the NYT Book Review, the Economist, the New Republic (when it was liberal), Rolling Stone, NPR, and the Guardian, and convince myself I was “informed.” Hah! I was informed all right, but informed about memes that supported the old energy and the old paradigm. If you think mainstream media are giving you the full picture, think again.

The current information chaos is a great thing because now the darkness is being exposed. People are talking about things that really matter to them, even though the information isn’t “objective.” There’s a lot of hate, but it’s genuine hate! not covered-up bullshit. The fix is no longer in – well, the old order is trying to keep the lid on, but it’s blowing off folks. By election time in 2020 we’re going to know a lot more about the true state of affairs, and who is truly working for the light, and who is working for the dark. As the old energy paradigm releases its hold, we are going to see that things (and people) are not always what they appear to be.  

So don’t panic about the current scene. Believe it or not, it’s much more honest. The old energy paradigm is dissolving before our eyes. People are waking up. The world as we know it, which has been surrounded by a shell of darkness, is breaking apart like new life coming out of the egg.

This month’s post is all about being your own counselor. In an age where almost everything you see or read is suspect, how are you supposed to know what truth is? The answer is that you can’t find truth outside yourself. You can find facts to bolster an opinion, but are these facts truth? If you are a Trump supporter you can find lots of facts to support your position. If you are a Trump hater you can do the same. All you’ve done is find structural elements to support your box of beliefs. That’s what people do these days: they find facts to support a belief or an opinion they feel comfortable with. Frankly, almost all of this is counterproductive because it leads to a hardening of attitudes. Then you get the current intolerant political atmosphere.

In my new book The Old Soul (coming in March),I describe an uplifted earth. Uplift is a term coined by the great SF writer David Brin. In Brin’s universe, space-faring races with high consciousness “seed” races who are just starting out. This seeding involves an enhancement, or uplift, of their DNA, which advances their biology and intelligence. In the book I take this a step further. The enhancement of DNA also contains an esoteric overlay; a template of God, or Spirit, that is laid on the DNA of the new race. The challenge for the Uplifted race is to find higher consciousness. The only way to do this is to get past materialist belief systems that only involve the body. Skepticism, a “prove it” mentality, over-intellectualizing, etc. are all dead ends because they look for truth “out there.”

The Uplift of humanity came from the stars; from a race with higher consciousness. Our 24 chromosome pairs became 23. This is explained as a genetic “accident,” but an evolutionary accident doesn’t create a successful new species whose population is now closing in on 8 billion. All hominidae on this planet have 24 chromosome pairs, not 23. So something cool happened to the human race a long time ago, and it wasn’t an accident. I prefer to think of it as divine intervention, and that that human DNA has a  divine component. The Uplift is a kind of test: Can human beings find the God within? It’s a hard test because esoterics are not provable. At least not now. If you are interested in metaphysics you are often countered by people who say “prove it,” and you can’t. You are called a kook, a space cadet, or your writings are pronounced “pseudoscience.” (If you want a good laugh go to Wikipedia and look up “Epigenetics,” then go to the “Pseudoscience” section.) Look what happened to cell biologist Rupert Sheldrake, who has a PhD. His TED talk was banned because he had the audacity to suggest that science is dogmatic and that psychic phenomena like telepathy are not impossible.[1]

The test is hard. You know there’s something bigger than you but there’s no way to definitively show others. All you can do is write, blog, and make movies that suggest it.

How do you find higher consciousness? Well, that is the wrong question because it looks for a formula or a process or a system. None of that is going to get you to the promised land. The promised land is inside your uplifted DNA and it is activated by your intent.

Enhanced or uplifted DNA contains a multidimensional component that is a gateway to higher consciousness. This gateway is esoteric, not physical. By definition it is not common sense, it is in no way obvious, and it is not subject to scientific measurement (at this point). It will be rejected by science, medicine, political opinion, and mainstream media. It can’t be found by marshaling facts to support this opinion or that, no matter how enlightened that opinion is. On the other hand, materialists can’t prove to you that you’re wrong. It works both ways!

For me personally, it has been very helpful to inspect my box of beliefs. When I did that I wound up throwing most of them away. Opening up that box made me realize that I don’t have to have an opinion. On anything. In fact, it has been most helpful not to have too many beliefs. This frees me up to more easily change when circumstances change. I can more easily let go of anything I’m holding on to that makes me feel uncomfortable. As a result, I feel a lot quieter inside. The chatter of the mind has lessened considerably because I’m no longer trying to defend or support my beliefs.

“What’s your opinion on the Wall, Ken?”

“I don’t have one.”

“That’s stupid. [Argument for or against goes here: ‘A wall is needed to keep out criminals, drug dealers and human traffickers.’ ‘A wall is the last refuge of a dying society that is ready to collapse in on itself.’ Etc. , Etc., Etc.] 

“All of these are great arguments,” I say. “There are lots of valid facts and opinions on this issue. My stance is that people will do what they want to do and are in a position to do. Whatever happens I’ll live with it.”

“If everyone was like you we’d have [fact or opinion on either side goes here].”

My opinion is that people should do what makes them happy. Now that I don’t have a box of beliefs rattling around in my consciousness, I feel a lot better about it.

“If everyone was like you nothing would get done. Without an opinion you are just an empty shell; a do-nothing waste of space.”

So be it. I’ll forego an opinion on the Wall, or Trump, or Ocasio-Cortez, or Jussie Smollett, or whatever the latest drama is out there promoted by a news media that seems to love chaos.  I can tell when something has hit my box when I get angry at something I see or read. When that happens I understand that something has triggered my box and I try to look at what it was. Flow a little love at it. Then I calm down and get on with my (pointless, some would say) life.

I’ve come to realize that everything important comes from inside. The higher emotions and feelings are the rudders of my life now. Facts are useful when I’m writing something because it’s important to fact-check and not spread disinformation. It’s also important to keep informed on things. For instance, in Whole Foods magazine there’s a good article about how GMO foods are going to be labeled “bioenhanced.” That’s a good fact to know, but facts aren’t opinions. I have pretty much thrown out all of my opinions about stuff that isn’t factual, like whether Trump is a racist or a demigod, or whether Jussie Smollett staging a hate crime on himself makes him a bad person, or whether the Green New Deal is a bunch of crap.

Almost all of the “news” today is just opinion. (I have a subscription to the Washington Post. Almost every article in the Post email is an opinion piece.) It’s too hard to maintain my box and keep everything settled in there, so I decided to empty it out as much as I could.

There isn’t a formula for higher consciousness, or happiness. Hey, take all the courses and seminars you want if it floats your boat. Keep yourself informed; I do! But you aren’t going to find the answers you’re looking for unless you look inside. That’s what the masters and enlightened ones have been saying for thousands of years. They say this because they know about the Uplift of humanity, and that the gateway to higher consciousness lies within your own enhanced DNA.

No one can tell you how to do this. It’s the most personal, intimate thing you have: the relationship of you with you.

If you’re just a regular Joe like me, you have to practice this. I try to find a feeling of love and happiness and let that soak into the cells of my body and my consciousness. At the beginning of each day I try to place that feeling all along the time track. It’s easier for me because I’m mostly retired now. If you have kids and go to work every day, life can get frantic. But it helps if you can empty your box a little. Then when life  rattles you, there’s less junk banging around in there. It’s less painful. You get triggered less. You feel a little quieter inside.

I’m pretty sure tolerance and compassion come when you can empty out your box of beliefs.

“I’m offended by ____” “How can anyone do something like that?” “Are you crazy to think that way?”  “Have you heard the latest outrage about [fill in the blank]?” It just goes on and on, the stuff you object to, and then the way those objections make you feel.

“That’s stupid,” you say.  “We have to stop criminals and human traffickers and other evil elements like [fill in the blank]. If you were in charge all that bad stuff would continue.”

Maybe. The good news: I’m not in charge. I don’t have an agenda. People in charge have agendas! They like “getting things done.” In order to get stuff done you need leaders and followers. You need people to believe in causes. The current political atmosphere demands that you choose sides, and then argue with the other side by finding facts to support your position.  What would happen if people threw out all those beliefs and let other people get on with their lives? Maybe there would be less tension in society. Maybe people would find it safer to look inward and find the God within. Just  sayin’.

My advice for those who want to stop others: try it and see where it gets you.

I find that listening to inspired people helps. My two favorites are Sadhguru and Kryon, but you may have your own personal favorites. I download or listen to a lecture every night before I go to bed, and afterward put good energies on my timeline for the following day. Then I go to sleep. When I wake up the next day I feel a little boost. I find that I have to practice this every day, week after week, month after month, because of my Irish temper and my Scottish and German stubbornness. But it gets better as time goes by.

Try it and see if it works for you. Get your box out and start inspecting those beliefs. Try not to have opinions about things. See what happens.

God bless!

Postscript ­­– The Trickster

Joseph Campbell (and others) describe a trickster god, one whose purpose is to sow confusion. The Trickster is actually a teacher, and he is alive and well in society today.

One day the Trickster walked along the main road with a large, pointed hat that was white on one side and black on the other. Some of the villagers said, “Eshu is a good guy because he wears a white hat.” The other villagers disputed this. “Eshu is a demon because he wears a black hat.” The village started to debate this and tempers flared. The next day Eshu came walking toward the village from the opposite direction. Now those who had seen him as a good guy saw a black hat. Those who saw him as a demon saw the white hat.

Everyone was confused. Eshu said, “There is good and bad in all of us. Do not fight and argue, but seek wisdom.”

Our current society is just as confused as the villagers. We see disinformation everywhere, but this is a good thing, because it shows that the truth isn’t “out there.” The truth is inside. You are your own wisest counselor. Learn to trust the divine voice within you.

Postscript Two – The Kim-Trump Summit: The Duality on Full Display

President Trump arrives in Hanoi, North Vietnam, with crowds lining the streets, to talk peace with North Korean leader Kim Jong-Un. Meanwhile, Michael Cohen testifies before Congress and accuses the president of being a liar, a cheat, and a conman. While Trump is trying to negotiate the de-nuclearization of North Korea, the U.S. press (and Congress) is very excited about getting rid of Trump, and impeachment is in the air. It’s dark and light: the duality on full display in brilliant contrast.

I’d imagine that 90% of Americans don’t know that the Korean War has never ended. It has been ongoing for 70 years. U.S. troops still occupy a demilitarized zone between North and South Korea. North Korea has been a threat for nuclear war for 40 years. Although no agreement was signed at the Vietnam summit, further dialogue and communication at the highest levels was undertaken. The president – whatever you think of him – has mitigated the NK nuclear threat, and that’s a good thing.

1) Interesting fact: The North Korean embassy in Madrid, Spain, was broken into last Friday, just before the summit between Kim and Trump. Several unidentified men entered the North Korean embassy, bound and gagged staff, and stole documents and computers. The North Korean ambassador in Spain is Kim Hyok Chol, the person who prepared the summit between Trump and Kim Jong Un. He is a top Korean nuclear negotiator. Make of that what you will. (Source: https://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/2019/02/27/mystery-intruders-break-north-korean-embassy-madrid-hold-staff/   https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2019-02-22/north-korea-s-surprise-new-nuclear-envoy-key-to-trump-kim-talks). Afterward, Jim Acosta, the CNN reporter who has had many run-ins with Trump, gloated that the president was walking away empty-handed.

It’s duality time! (said to the tune of, “It’s Groundhog Day!”)

2) Do you remember the EMS broadcasts in Hawaii and Japan last year?

These texts appeared on cellphones, saying that a nuclear missile was on its way from NK to Hawaii. A similar text was sent in Japan. Was a nuclear missile really launched toward Hawaii? Was it launched by North Korea? What was the purpose of these messages? Why would anyone want to scare the crap out of millions of people if it wasn’t true? Was it sent by the dark or the light?

The Trickster is alive and well, but the light is winning. That’s why so much stuff is happening, and why there is so much chaos.

I remember vividly the War in Vietnam. The idea that an American president could travel to Hanoi for peace talks with North Korea is, frankly, astonishing. Younger readers will shrug their shoulders and say, “Who cares?” Well, we’ve come a long way to peace on earth. We’ve just begun, actually, because this planet has been dark for millennia. But it’s lighting up.

We are making tremendous progress. The chaos we see is what happens when light penetrates the darkness. The light is spotlighting the darkness in all of us. That’s why we’re taking one step backward for every two steps forward. President Trump is in the big spotlight. His bad points and his good points are all showing up. The same is happening to all of us.

The point is, there is dark and light in all of us. If you are looking for the good guys or bad guys in politics, you’ll never find them (yet). That is why it is so pointless to argue about it. I quoted Solzhenitsyn several posts ago: “If only there were evil people somewhere insidiously committing evil deeds, and it were necessary only to separate them from the rest of us and destroy them. But the line dividing good and evil cuts through the heart of every human being. And who is willing to destroy a piece of his own heart?” Compassion and tolerance is the key. It’s important to recognize when something inspires you and when it makes you angry or puts you into fear. That’s what the inner voice is all about: transcending the duality.

The key is not to have opinions, but recognize facts.  Be on the lookout for those who stimulate the emotion of hate and fear within you, no matter what side they are on. Recognize when you feel inspired by something, no matter what “side” the information is coming from. That is the God within you lighting up. The goal is peace, tolerance, and compassion.

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[1] TED has since relented and you can find Sheldrake’s talk at https://blog.ted.com/the-debate-about-rupert-sheldrakes-talk/

However, TED says “TED’s scientific advisors…recommended that the talk should not be distributed without being framed with caution.”

New Energy vs Old Energy

If you are like me you meditate and visualize. I have learned to identify the difference between “old” energy and “new” energy in my meditations. Sometimes when I’m visualizing, or saying affirmations a bunch of negative stuff comes to the surface. I call this “old” energy. Sometimes I get really connected. I call this “new” energy.

The new energy moves (vibrates) really fast and it contains many different aspects or variables. It feels really good. It’s light. There are a lot of different components or aspects to it. I would call it “multi-variable” or “multi-dimensional.” If you compressed a multimedia movie into a half-second, that’s what it feels like. Everything is happening all at once. It’s an amazing experience; I like it a lot.

The “old” energy is heavy, it feels crummy, it moves very slowly. It’s dull and stupid.

This morning I was experiencing both in my meditation, so I moved some of the faster moving energy into the crummy-feeling heavy energy. The old energy broke up; it couldn’t handle the faster-moving new energy. Isn’t that exactly what is happening in the world today? The old paradigm is breaking apart. The old system can’t handle the new energy. Or, in other words, the dark can’t handle the light.

If you recall, before Trump things were pretty slow. Oh, a war here, a scandal there, but the world was operating within a box. As soon as Trump came on the scene, the world began to move a lot faster; the sides and the top of the box exploded. Emotions became stirred up. Coincidence?

The Trump Interlude

I am hoping that after the year 2020, after 4 years of the Trump Administration, the population of the US will be ready for a break from the hatred, the confrontation, and the chaos. I’m ready for it now!  Who knows, this could go on for a while longer if Trump runs in 2020 and wins again. But after that, what’s next?

The interlude of Trump is preparing the way for something better. Trump is a temporary phenomenon. He’s necessary right now; he’s the perfect person to break an old system mired in darkness and corruption. Am I saying that Trump is a warrior of light? Well, he’s a wild card. He’s a drink-stirrer and a party crasher. But what party is he crashing?

Democracy hasn’t been working in the US very well for the past several decades. Incumbents in Congress were getting re-elected about 95% of the time, until 2018 when many resigned or didn’t run again. “Incumbent members of the House seeking re-election are all but assured re-election. The re-election rate among all 435 members of the House has been as high as 98 percent in modern history, and it’s rarely dipped below 90 percent.”[1]

Does the U.S. Congress represent the people? We know the answer to that; the Congress has become historically unpopular during the past two decades, yet incumbents keep getting re-elected. An old-energy system is in place. How do you change a system that isn’t working? You stir things up.

Trump is objectionable because he’s not a politician. He breaks the “rules” of high politics, which is to shut up, be “presidential,” give nice speeches to placate the masses, be respectful of your corporate masters, and don’t rock the boat. Trump knows how corrupt the system has become because he has himself manipulated the system. (It takes one to know one.) The other presidents, Democrat and Republican, knew it too. Presidents since Eisenhower (except for the Bush’s and Obama) have tried to break the deep state, where all of the hidden “black” programs are. None have succeeded. Indeed, the great John F. Kennedy was erased for his efforts.[2] Trump has had a hole card that JFK didn’t have: whatever remnants of the military who are still loyal to the Constitution and the rule of law.

We are in a transition phase out of the old energy and into…something much different. The new paradigm moves a lot faster. Things happen quickly. Traditions fall by the wayside, and this angers a lot of people who want to be left alone to raise their kids and go to work in peace. Well, there are too many problems for that to happen. The fossil-fuel economy with its attendant pollution, the world’s broken financial system that turns people into wage slaves and creates poverty, and corporate corruption, have seeped into politics, our homes, our families, and our daily lives. Trump is the Transitioner. It’s ugly folks, and it’s going to get uglier. That’s because the old system is really ugly. When it starts to fall apart a lot of ugliness is exposed. The key point is that the ugliness is being exposed because the light is shining brighter. As 2019 unfolds there will be more exposure of corruption and darkness. This will continue into 2020. Look for it! It’s a good thing even though some of the stuff that will come out is horrible..

After Trump

The next step for humanity, after Trump, is a gradual increase in compassion. Does this sound silly? Yeah it does, given the current environment. But the current chaotic scene is a result of a greater light quotient in human consciousness and on the planet. The primary characteristic of the light is love and compassion! In order for this to manifest the ugliness has to come out and be inspected. The cancerous growths have to be removed. These cancerous growths are hatred and intolerance. That’s the period we’re in now. A lot of ugliness is coming to the surface.

“Yeah, but Trump is responsible for it! He’s a barbarian!”

Trump is what the Light sent us to break up the old system. Notice, I didn’t say heal wounds and create a new golden age. That comes later, after Trump. We’re still in the “discovery stage,” as lawyers say.

I don’t know how many years it will take for people to get tired of arguing and hating on each other.  But the next step in politics, in business, and life in general is a more compassionate attitude commensurate with the rise in the collective consciousness.

The “toxic masculinity” Gillette ad, for example, is a plea for more compassion. Some on the right say it is an insidious Bolshevik attempt to undermine the male gender, and masculinity in general, and turn the US into a nation of wimps, ripe for a deep state takeover. That’s the thing about the duality: there are always arguments on each side. My interpretation is that it’s genuine, the manifestation of the changing consciousness of humanity. It’s the result of a gradual balancing between male and female energies in human consciousness. It’s the forerunner of a more compassionate consciousness. Compassion means a softening of hatred and hard-heartedness. It’s a good thing.

Some people on the right say that softening is bad because we need to be strong in these times of darkness, in order to face the darkness and overcome it. Others on the left say that the Transition period is actually the beginning of fascism, represented by Trump. Both of these are old-energy conclusions. Compassion and love are never bad. Fascism is old-energy and doesn’t stand a chance in the new paradigm, no matter how hard the dark army tries to resurrect it. Look what is happening in Venezuela. Maduro is the epitome of a fascist dictator (doesn’t matter what he calls himself). He’s been trying to bring things back to the old energy. It’s not happening. The new energy is tearing his country apart. If you’re a Trump hater you can console yourself with the idea that if he truly is a fascist, he will also fail. So, no worries! Hate is not necessary.

A more compassionate consciousness is going to lead to new discoveries in science that will change our world for the better. I’ve already talked about this. The two things – compassion and science – are logically unrelated. The two seemingly have nothing to do with each other. But compassion = greater connection to source = greater intuition = new breakthroughs in knowledge.

Time will tell. I believe that the current chaos is the darkness being resolved. It all depends on your expectations for the future. My expectations are overwhelmingly for a new paradigm and an eventual golden age for humanity that will result in a high level of consciousness. The Transition is the first step along that road.

We are all co-creating the future. It’s our choice!

Compassion is the Key

Compassion is the ability to see both sides in an argument. A compassionate person feels no need to argue, because he or she can see the other person’s point of view. In the old energy you “fight” for causes. You “resist.” This is juvenile and silly. Whatever you resist persists, for the simple reason that you flow power to it and put all your attention on it. It’s simple Law of Attraction. Fighting something, by definition, postulates its continued existence. Fighting and resisting are low consciousness solutions because they guarantee the continuance of what is not wanted.

 The consciousness of separation is what causes hatred, struggle, and conflict. Compassion is a higher awareness. It comes from a position of strength, not weakness. Weak people are often bullies. Truncated human beings (like psychopaths) have a single-minded attention to their own selfish interests. They are atrophied on the other dynamics of life; they don’t notice people and don’t care about others. Which is why they can devote their full attention to selfish ends. It’s why they have risen to positions of power on a planet where the dark-light balance has been in favor of the dark for thousands of years.

Now that the light is penetrating the darkness we’re seeing an explosion. Here in the US, energy is building up in a corrupt system that has had the lid on for decades. The result is that lids are blowing off. Trump is being blamed.

Yeah, he’s at fault. He’s doing it on purpose! Just read his tweets and listen to his speeches. He’s trolling everyone he thinks is part of the problem. Is he doing this because he’s a saint? Some people think so. Other people say it’s just his destructive nature. Whatever the reason, Trump is funneling the hatred toward himself. I think that’s admirable. When an old corrupt system breaks apart there’s a lot of energy and hatred released. Trump is deliberately taking it on, deliberately provoking a system that would have fallen apart even if he had not appeared on the scene. He’s just doing it faster. It would have fallen apart anyway because it is old energy and is run by corrupt people. The sooner the better is what I say.

People who support Trump are all in, but there’s really no one in the other party to hate. Hillary is becoming an afterthought. There are a lot of Democrats jockeying for position right now in the party, but Trump has been the overarching figure in US politics (and in world politics) since 2016. People are coming together, amazingly, on both sides. Trump is a unifying influence! Like a strong magnet, he’s unifying people for him or against him.

The next step is the collapse of the intense polarization surrounding Trump. Once enough “charge” has been blown off the duality, on both sides, people will take a step back. They will wonder what they have been doing with their lives, why they have been so passionate for or against. The creation of two clearly identified sides will lead to an inspection of both sides. When that happens, people will be able to see the motivations of both sides. Eventually that will lead to a more compassionate attitude.

The end result of the hatred and contention of the Trump Era will be more compassion. People will see that the polarization and the hatred gets nothing done. People will get weary of the blame game and begin the create-something-better game.

Is this a crazy idea?

Nope. Right now opinions are clouded by high emotion, on both sides. We’re still blowing off energy caused by thousands of years of karmic accumulation in the consciousness of humanity. Trump is the figurehead around which this is happening. This guy is a planet-wide figure.

Eventually we’ll have real democracy in the US, and candidates who actually want what is best for everyone. We aint there yet folks!

Love him or hate him, Trump is the perfect guy at the right time. If Trump leaves the scene after 2020, it will be a sign that compassion is rising, and we’ll see a few politicians run on  compassionate platforms. They will probably lose, but it’s a start. This will lead to a positive trend in politics, where voters expect more cooperation. If Trump runs in 2020 it will be a sign that hearts are still hard and we may see 4 more years of fighting, contention, and chaos. Personally I can’t see this lasting beyond 2024. People are getting exhausted by the passion and the constant bickering and fighting.

Time will tell.  

Esoteric Explanations

As I said in a previous post, no one expected what is happening. There are so many variables and so much chaos a physical explanation for current events is impossible. When that happens you have to move upward to a meta-physical or esoteric explanation for events. That’s been my focus all along in my books and articles and blog posts. Moving upward is the goal of  higher consciousness.

Higher consciousness by definition is reaching conclusions that were not possible before in an old system. It’s going “out of the box.” That’s precisely what’s happening today. So we can conclude that current events are going in a positive direction, even if we are taking a step back for every two steps forward. People are waking up.

Nationalism is on the rise. In the old energy, nationalism meant dictatorship and fascism, whether that fascism was leftist (Bolshevism, Communism) or rightist (Naziism, corporate fascism). Today it means a rebellion against the planetary corporate fascist state. Guess what ladies and germs, we are already living in a freedom-stifling paradigm. In the old energy before 2012, fascism already won. It has insinuated itself on a global scale, in global structures like the IMF, the World Bank, and military organizations like NATO that perpetuate poverty, top-down economic control, conflict, and hostility. Post-2012 nationalist movements are a freedom-based reaction to that IMO.

Nationalism naturally brings on fear from a lot of people, especially those who are old souls, or who lived through  WW 2 and its aftermath. Some people refer to Trump as Hitler 2, but this is a reaction from the old timeline. In the past, every time a figure like Trump appeared it led to tyranny. The rise of nationalism seems to be history repeating itself, but it is a time fractal from the old paradigm. We’re on a different track now, a different timeline. But the remnants of the old timeline are still powerful. If we go with them we’ll create a future that looks just like the past. No sane person wants that.

It all comes down to your attitude and your expectations. In a vibrational universe, your expectations set up a resonance that co-creates whatever your expectations are. It’s a simple as that. Universal laws are superior to man-made laws, whether we like it or not. Whatever you go with you create.

Therefore, we must look past the chaos to a bright future, despite all the good reasons not to. The news and the media will try to sink us back down into the mire; the media always emphasizes the negative. The solution is, despite the craziness, to hold your light and create a great future. Even if you can only do that for yourself, you will be doing everyone a great service, for you will be generating positive vibes. These vibes don’t go away, because they are captured in the earth’s esoteric grids. Every time you meditate, every time you exercise compassion for yourself or another, you put that energy into Gaia, where it is stored. So go ahead and do that despite all the reasons not to!

It’s time to break out of the box of old thinking and reach for new solutions. Greater compassion is a good start; compassion for ourselves and others, even when we/they do stupid things.  

Video

Here’s a great video from Sadhguru about compassion and stepping into your power.

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[1] Thought.com. “Do Members of Congress Ever Lose Re-election?” https://www.thoughtco.com/do-congressmen-ever-lose-re-election-3367511

[2] On January 19, 2019, on the occasion of Martin Luther King, Jr. Day, a group of over 60 prominent American citizens is calling upon Congress to reopen the investigations into the assassinations of President John F. Kennedy, Malcolm X, Martin Luther King, Jr. and Senator Robert F. Kennedy. You don’t assassinate a president, a prominent politician, and two important social activists and get away with it unless you are powerful and hidden. This is what people call the “deep state.” Also, you don’t begin to expose this evil unless the light is shining brighter and brighter. See the full statement on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/notes/american-truth-and-reconciliation-committee/kennedy-and-king-family-members-and-advisors-call-for-congress-to-reopen-assassi/2211554989056103/

The Intelligence War

The intelligence war between the CIA and the NSA is ongoing. The war has been hidden, for good reason, by the mainstream press. You can’t release information until the public is ready to receive it. Otherwise you just upset people and cause a lot of divisiveness and anger and conflict.

The CIA was created in 1947 by the National Security Act, signed by President Truman. It is the principal civilian intelligence gathering agency.

The NSA was created in 1952 in a memorandum by President Truman. It is part of the 17-agency intelligence community. It’s existence, however, was not even known to the general public until much later. Edward Snowden and Glenn Greenwald exposed the activities of the NSA in 2013. That’s when  the general public really became aware of its existence. “The agency’s mission includes the protection and formulation of codes, ciphers, and other cryptology for the U.S. military and other government agencies as well as the interception, analysis, and solution of coded transmissions by electronic or other means. The agency conducts research into all forms of electronic transmissions. It also operates posts for the interception of signals around the world.”[1] So the NSA is more associated with the military and military intelligence.

As the CIA grew in power and influence, it began rogue operations around the world, as the arm of the deep state. The CIA has been involved in wonderful projects such as the toppling of the Mossadegh regime in Iran (1953), when popularly elected Prime Minister Mohammad Mosaddegh was overthrown in favor of the monarchical rule of Mohammad Reza Pahlavi.[2] The CIA was involved in a coup d’etat on (ironically) 9/11/1973, when the democratically elected Allende government in Chile was overthrown in favor of fascist dictator Augusto Pinochet.[3] Other rogue operations include the CIA’s dark MK-ULTRA program[4], and it’s spying on Senate staffers in 2014 trying to hide its rogue “waterboarding” activities during interrogation of suspected terrorists.[5] Back in 1996 Gary Webb of the San Jose Mercury News wrote the first of many accusations that the CIA is involved in running drugs into the US. These are just a few of illegal activities promoted by this rogue agency, the right arm of the Deep State.

So what about the NSA? My understanding is that military intelligence is using the NSA to spy on the CIA, and the deep state. In the process, of course, they spied on everyone, including you and me. Edward Snowden and Julian Assange (who published these docs) made that quite clear back in 2013.

Countering the Deep State

How do you counter a Deep State that has control of the intelligence apparatus? You use the NSA to get the goods on them. But you can’t release the info all at once. You have to do your homework, collect enough evidence, and then wait for the best opportunity to release the information. The point isn’t to “win.” You can’t tell the truth if it’s going to cause a second Civil War. Because this info is so damning and so dark that it would. So you bide your time, accumulate 60,000 cases against the dark actors, and slowly turn the screws. This is what the Trumpster has been doing.

The covert intelligence war is what the Envelope Affair was all about (see below) at the funeral of George H. W. Bush last November. If you look at these videos and read the article you will see the true nature of the intelligence war, which is being fought totally behind the scenes. It’s being fought in code on Twitter, at celebrity award shows, on CNN, MSNBC, and on FOX. Sometimes people come out into the open, as when Robert DeNiro said “Fuck you, Trump” a number of times at the Academy Award show. It’s for real.

The battle of dark and light is really a battle for the hearts and minds of 8 billion human beings. But it is being played out by the actors on the Washington DC stage, and in places all around our country. The United States is the eye of the needle right now. The US is the focus of planetary events. This battle has spawned Brexit in Great Britain and the YVM in France, and is now spreading to other countries in Europe. It is about the light confronting the dark.

Because the situation is so complicated, the forces of light often use the tactics of the dark. It’s unfortunate. But as I said in a previous blog post, humanity has never seen what is happening today, not in 6,000 years of human history. There have been thousands of revolutions in the past, but none like this. How this battle unfolds is simply not predictable. There are no precedents for it. And so it is so important to exercise discernment.  

As I have said before, I didn’t vote for Trump, I thought he was a buffoon with his stupid show The Apprentice. He’s gone bankrupt a number of times. I thought he was a nutjob. But my thinking has turned around the more I’ve investigated the dark-light conflict. So I’ll come right out and say it: Trump is under attack by the dark forces. Some people think Trump IS the CEO of the Dark Army. It often appears that way because of his contentious tweets and his antagonistic statements. Surely now, this man has a gigantic ego.  But if you look under the surface you’ll see a different story. Trump is trying to kick out the deep state in charge.  

Trump is often accused of being a racist. If that is true, why did he host Kanye West and the militant Jim Brown at the White House last December, and give them a platform to express their views? Take a look at these pics:

So my thinking has been turned around. Yeah, I thought Trump was an a-hole, that’s why I didn’t vote for him. But I was wrong. Well, maybe he’s too contentious. But when you look into this stuff and understand who he’s fighting, it makes perfect sense why he does what he does. If this pisses you off, so be it. And if I’m wrong, I’ll apologize to the 3 or 4 readers I have left! But I don’t think so.

What is the “Dark Army”?

Who are the “dark army?” That’s the problem, we don’t know (yet). But you can tell by their actions. The dark army survives on lies and pretense. In order to fit in to society they operate by pretending to be us. They take up fake personas, pretending to be Catholics, pretending to be Muslims, pretending to be Republicans or Democrats. They are playing a part, like an actor plays a part, because within them is a lack of humanity, a lack of love, a lack of compassion. This lack of love and compassion defines the darkness, because the dark by definition is an absence of light.

Those who go to the dark have little or no conscience.  They are motivated by the most base kinds of needs and wants – sex, food, ego, power, lust.  Selfishness permeates their every move and motive. No matter how old you are you have met at least one person like this. These are the people who, when they were younger, liked to torture animals and pull the legs off frogs, and who delight in bullying others verbally or physically. When they grow up they become heads of corporations and important political leaders, because their single-minded selfishness propels them to the top of organizations whose goal is to accumulate money, power, and influence. This is the old energy!

So why is Donald Trump having such a hard time? A lot of people say it’s because he represents the darkness, that he brings it on himself. The latter is partially true.

Trump is an outsider to all this craziness. He is not a politician, he’s a businessman. He doesn’t like politicians and their prevarication. Trump is blunt, for this reason the media portrays him as a crude barbarian. He isn’t “nice.” But neither is the system we live in!

When Trump went to England last year he deliberately walked in front of Queen Elizabeth and the British elite. He was telling them, “The reign of the elites is over.” The media went nuts, saying that he isn’t “presidential” and that he is a “disgrace.” Well, I was proud of the president on that day for doing what he thinks is “saying truth to power.” Why? Because the Queen of England – no matter how nice the old lady is – represents the aristocracy, the elites who run the planet. Read about the aristocracy. A great series of books about the aristocracy are the historian C. S. Harris’s popular “Sebastian St. Cyr Mystery Series.” These books describe in vivid and gruesome detail what England was like under the aristocracy: 10,000 elites – the “upper ten thousand” – who ran the country, while the people starved. This is the old energy.

Does anyone seriously think that this country and this planet are well-run, and that the system is set up to benefit the people? Seriously??  For example, U.S. foreign aid doesn’t go to the people in countries who need it, it goes to elites who waste it on their own selfish pleasures. That’s why things never really get better in these countries. This has been going on since I was born in 1951! This is the old energy system that Trump is trying to take down.

Trump knows this, but he is the first president since the great John F. Kennedy (our greatest president) who is willing to do something about it. Why do you think Trump made such a stink at the World Economic Forum meeting in Davos last year? (Every year the planetary elites and their representatives – the modern aristocracy – gather in Davos to decide what their plan is for you and me). He was in their faces from the moment he stepped off AF1. I cheered. Why do you think he criticizes Merkel in Germany, May in England, and Macron in France? Any idea? Well, do some research into these people. “He’s not presidential, he’s a barbarian.” Yes, he is. But at least his heart is in the right place, no matter how misguided his actions seem to be to a lot of people.

What does being “presidential” mean? It means going along with a system mired in the old energy, and run by those who don’t want the current system to change. It means not rocking the boat and letting things remain the same. But when 78% of U.S. workers live paycheck-to-paycheck, despite the good economy, there’s something wrong with that system. If you think that the planet is in great shape, fine. But when hundreds of millions of people don’t even have enough to eat, that’s wrong. When endless war and conflict is the norm, that’s wrong. The system is run by anti-social, selfish people. Like him or hate him, these are the people Trump is fighting.

Trump is surrounded by political gangs, professional gangs, even military gangs made up of anti-social people who are in it only for their own interests. These gangs are a logical result of the corruption of governments worldwide by corporate interests. We all know this. We can see it every day on the news. Just listen to the BBC World News or read the international section of your favorite paper.

That’s my take anyway.

The Box of Beliefs

As I said, I was a Democrat, or Democrat-leaning, for most of my life. The Democrat party used to represent classic liberalism, which is caring about others, helping others, being strong ethically, doing the right thing. It’s beautiful. But that has changed. When circumstances change, you have to let go of your old beliefs. At least I do.

Sometimes you have to discard old memes that have been hanging around in your consciousness for decades. I had a lot of that stuff. I used to hate the USA because I thought the country had been taken over by bad people. I was right. I refused to say the Pledge of Allegiance because to me it represented the dark people in charge, like the Bushes. And the Clintons and Obama. Oh yeah, when you find out what that guy was doing you’ll agree. I’ll say nothing more until everything comes out.

I had a lot of baggage in my Belief Box that I recognize now as part of the old energy. Old fogies like me have more of a problem with letting go, because we tend to be set in our ways. But old dogs can still learn new tricks!

I was born working class in Detroit. I voted Democratic until I became disillusioned with politics. I have always had an iconoclastic point of view. My first inkling about Trump came when I began reading his tweets from 2009 to 2016. Then, after he got elected, the stock market went up. (Some people think that the stock market is for rich people, that’s a load of bullshit.) Most of my savings are in the market. I was a home services contractor when I wasn’t editing manuscripts. I worked my butt off without a lot to show for it. When Trump got elected I thought the market would crash, but it started going up. The Dow climbed past 25,000 and I made some money. I was happy. Why shouldn’t working class blokes be prosperous and not just elites and wealthy people? That got me thinking about Trump and why so many people hate him. Sure the man is abrasive, but that didn’t account for the virulent hatred of him when he became president. After he made peace with Kim Jong-Un (the greatest foreign policy achievement since Nixon went to “Red China”) he was either ignored or pilloried, because “Kim has a poor human rights record.” What??? North Korea has been a flashpoint for WW III for decades. It was a brilliant accomplishment for peace on earth.

Even lightworkers hate this guy! I don’t get it. How can hate create peace on earth? How can hate solve our problems?

 Look into this yourselves and make up your own mind. For sure don’t believe all of the stuff you hear in the media, do your own research.

Take the Gloves Off

Let’s take the gloves off and admit that darkness exists, and that we are in a battle. A battle between dark and light. A battle against pedophilia, planet-wide human trafficking networks, a worldwide drug distribution network, and arms traffickers. Yes, the deep state exists and until now it has been running the show. Before the worldwide web, the fix was in. Media covered for the perps if something got loose. Now it’s different. It’s much harder to hide nefarious activities.

There are people on both sides who are fighting either to maintain the old ways or to take humanity to a new level of consciousness. Who is on which side? There is so much disinformation that it’s hard to tell the “good” guys from the “bad” guys. Well, in 2019 we’re going to see a little clarity on that issue IMO.  

On the surface we have an egomaniac as president who is tearing down all that is good, and tarnishing the names of popular political and entertainment figures. But underneath the surface the picture is much different.

For example, take a gander at this article from State of the Nation. It’s about the funeral last November of George. H. W. Bush, Bush 41.  “THE ENVELOPE AFFAIR: Bush Funeral Service Foreshadows a Major Series of Radical Events in Washington, D.C.”

http://stateofthenation2012.com/?p=111147

Notice how the Trumpster is standing in the aisle, looking on, with a frown on his face. He knows who he is dealing with. What was in those letters?

Here’s something else:

“Alan Dershowitz: ‘Secret’ Emails About Underage Sex Allegations Will Put Prominent People in Handcuffs’”

https://www.realclearpolitics.com/video/2019/01/04/dershowitz_secret_emails_about_underage_sex_allegations_will_put_prominent_people_in_handcuffs.html

Trump’s insistence on the Wall is part camouflage and part real. The southern border of the US is where most of the human trafficking takes place, it’s where most of the drugs that wreck our cities flow from. Trump is focused on shutting down these networks. Take a gander at the Executive Order of December 21, 2017, and stay tuned. Maybe this is where some of the hate is coming from? 

Just Shut Up

People who are interested in spirituality (like my wife) want nothing to do with this stuff. More than likely she is right. However, if it isn’t exposed, it will continue. That’s been the history of the planet for the past several centuries. The dark hides itself, and has been very clever doing so.

Why are people talking more and more about this dark stuff?

Because the light is exposing it. It is, as Al Gore said, An Inconvenient Truth.

Lightworkers all over the world are doing their jobs, bringing in the light through meditations and other spiritual activities. Lightworkers are responsible for all of this! In a good way. God, Spirit isn’t going to wave a magic wand and make everything go away. We created the darkness throughout our incarnations on the planet. Now we have to clean it up.

Look at current events from a Big Picture perspective and things begin to make more sense.

During the next two years no one will be able to avoid the Clean Up. People who don’t follow politics will be forced to deal with it, and their own belief systems. Why? Because this stuff will be in your face, you won’t be able to avoid it. There will be no more fence-sitters like my wife, who hates Trump and wants nothing to do with current events.

The watchword for this chaotic period (2019–2020) is, “Things are not always what they seem to be.”

The last two years of Trump’s presidency are going to be a wild ride. Buckle your seat belts and hold on. 2019 is going to be a year of massive change!

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[1] Source: “National Security Agency,” Britannica.com, eds. https://www.britannica.com/topic/National-Security-Agency

[2]  Bethany Allen-Ebrahimian, June 20, 2017, “64 Years Later, CIA Finally Releases Details of Iranian Coup,” Foreign Policy.com. https://foreignpolicy.com/2017/06/20/64-years-later-cia-finally-releases-details-of-iranian-coup-iran-tehran-oil/

[3] “This Day in History September 11,” History.com. https://www.history.com/this-day-in-history/allende-dies-in-coup

[4] Emma Parry, 7th December 2018, “SPY SECRETS Truth about CIA’s illegal MKUltra mind-control experiments – using drugs, hypnosis and electronic devices- revealed in sensational new documents officials hid for decades.” https://www.thesun.co.uk/news/7920010/cia-mkultra-mind-control-drugs-hypnosis-electric-documents/

[5]Spencer Ackerman, September 10, 2016, “A constitutional crisis: the CIA turns on the Senate,” The Guardian.  https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2016/sep/10/cia-senate-investigation-constitutional-crisis-daniel-jones

For me, 2018 was the year of illumination. If you add 2+0+1+8 you get the master number 11, which in numerology means illumination or revelation. It wasn’t anything I was expecting!

Life is hard sometimes because it’s impossible to know what’s going to happen next. You can make  detailed plans but those plans are linear — step one do this, step two do that, etc. The problem is that life is non-linear. In life there are too many people, too many situations, too many possible variables to keep track of everything. People you don’t even know come out of the woodwork and enter your problem space! Life is too complicated to control everything, even though I want to. I won’t elaborate on this because we’ve all experienced it.  So how do you cope?

A lot of people just work harder. When Jay Leno was breaking into the comedy business he wanted to be famous, but it wasn’t happening even though he was working 12 hours a day. His solution? Work 16 hours a day. Well, it got him the host of the Tonight show, so maybe working harder is the solution for everyone. But many of us work our butts off and we don’t see success like Jay Leno did. Or success at all.

My solution has always been to think my way through and work hard. However, as the Shift gets more and more powerful, that isn’t working for me anymore.

The Shift

What is the Shift? It’s a change in human consciousness that is sweeping the planet. Even the dullest person can see that change is sweeping the country. People are going bananas, shooting up nightclubs, schools, synagogues, and public gatherings. The polarity in politics has never been more pronounced. Haters abound on both sides of the political spectrum. No one knows where the economy is going. No one knows where ANYTHING is going. That which has been predictable is now unpredictable. The rapid pace of change is literally unbalancing people. Uncertainty is the most prevalent theme.

What is causing this? The only explanation that makes sense to me is an esoteric one. You can’t model what’s happening; there are too many variables and they are changing too rapidly. There seems to be no structure to the changes that are occurring.

The primary esoteric cycle on this planet is the precession of the equinoxes, a 25,772-year wobble of the planet about its axis. The ancients knew it. In the Mayan calendar it is approximately 5 sequences of 13 Baktuns, each sequence being approximately 5,128 years. The planet’s wobble is also the subject of prophecy in many cultures. The Mayan Long Count ended on (approximately) December 21, 2012, which was the end of a 26-millennia-long precession cycle.

What happens after that? The Shift. The Shift is a long process in which human consciousness transcends the duality and attains a higher state of awareness. I used to think that this could happen at the speed of thought — overnight. But that was a pipe dream.

It’s going to take a while. If current events are any indication, we have a lot of crap to work through.  Darkness has been the order of the day for millennia. To see this take a cursory glance at the history books! At the end of these precession cycles there is a great reckoning. A civilization must deal with its accumulated karma during the previous cycle! Fortunately we made it past the end of the precession cycle without destroying ourselves and the planet in a nuclear war. But there is a lot of karmic housecleaning to do before we can march off into a golden age.

When consciousness goes from dark to light there is hope, excitement, and a feeling that things are going to be a lot better. And there is also the dark baggage attached to that. The spiritual system on this planet validates responsibility. That’s what karma is all about. We don’t get to be slackers. A magic wand isn’t waved and everything is perfect, that is an adolescent idea. Everything we are working through is because, in our past lives, we did a lot of dark things. All of it is stored in our Akash, and within the grids of subtle energy that are part of the earth’s esoteric system.

Why? Because it’s a spiritual accounting system; a sort of esoteric ledger that validates responsible action. We don’t get away with anything because the system tallies everything we do. If we killed or betrayed someone in a past life, that action is recorded. Karmic energy is created and it is entered into the ledger of the soul who incarnated on the planet. When that soul comes back he or she has to pick up the karma that was created in the past life and work through it.

How did this esoteric system get established? Through the Uplift, or the Seeding.

The Uplift

My understand is that 200,000 years ago, humanity were hominids. For some reason this planet was chosen as the site of a great test of energy. The gift of dark and light — the precursor to evolutionary growth — was given to humanity. This is recorded metaphorically in scripture as the Garden of Eden and the Tree of Knowledge.

Our DNA was enhanced. Every life form on this planet has 24 chromosomes, but humanity has 23. The Seeding, or the Uplift, elevated human DNA from hominid to human being. Logically, this could not be accomplished by the low consciousness which existed on the planet at that time. It must have come from a Graduate planet with an advanced race of beings. So our heritage is from the stars.

David Brin, the SF writer, has this right in his Uplift series of books. Graduate, or high consciousness civilizations, help out their younger brothers and sisters by enhancing their DNA and giving them a shot at higher consciousness. What happens after that is entirely the free choice of the inhabitants of the Uplift.

In this conception, there is a galaxy out there filled with life, and we are a part of it. We are not alone in the universe, which is an absurd and adolescent concept that comes with low consciousness.

Whichever Graduate race Uplifted us – your guess is as good as mine – transformed the 24th chromosome  with a multidimensional component through an enhancement of human DNA. The planet was also seeded with grids of subtle energy that would record everything that occurred during the Great Experiment.

Why do this?  Again, to create a spiritual system that validates responsibility. Gaia is a participant in this system. The planet records the decisions and actions of humanity and cooperates with human consciousness.  Gaia reflects back to humanity, via the law of attraction, the state of humanity’s collective consciousness. It’s a good system. According to Marshall Vian Summers, there are a few Graduate planets in the galaxy; those who have attained a very high consciousness through spiritual evolution. But the rest of the galaxy, according to Summers, is like earth except with advanced galactic technology (a la Star Wars). Perhaps this seeding of planets is an attempt to raise consciousness in the galaxy.

A civilization that stays mired in primitive materialism will never be able to reach the multidimensional spiritual gateway to higher consciousness. The seeded civilization has to recognize that there is something beyond the John and Mary of life (“if I can’t see it it’s not real”), even though this spiritual gateway is completely invisible and un-provable. That’s what Old Souls have been doing on the planet for a long time.

The DNA enhancement of humanity was the responsibility of the Seeders. Whatever galactic technology they used is beyond our understanding. But the 24th chromosome would have a multidimensional component. It would be the potential connection between a race of hominids with no knowledge of esoterics, and the Great Central Source, the creator of all. It is what is meant by the phrase “God inside.”

Clearly, during this test, humanity chose the dark side. If you have any self awareness at all – by that I mean a knowledge of the Light within you – you have experienced pushback from the dark. You probably got criticized, taunted, even physically confronted if you expressed your views about spirituality. You were probably perceived as “different.” Many of us learned to shut up and not push too hard.

Well, despite all that we made it past the extinction events, we made it past the December 21, 2012 marker. So what’s next? The Shift to higher consciousness. We’re in it now! To understand this,  just look around. Try to talk politics to someone. Whew! Opinions have hardened. The false dichotomy is Liberal vs Conservative, Left vs Right. That’s what the mainstream media promotes. The true dichotomy is between love and hate, tolerance and intolerance. There is hate and love on both sides. We have to choose in a way we never thought.

So – the Shift is the great battle at the end of the world between hate and love. More and more people are discovering the Light within them, but those who have many lifetimes on earth are also discovering the darkness that accompanies it. We are now in the window between the second precession cycle and the beginning of the third.  It all began in Lemuria over 50,000 years ago (before that homo sapiens was just evolving from hominid to human being). After the fall of Lemuria many other civilizations rose and fell during the second precession cycle. Most of these will never be discovered. Our present civilization began about 18,000 years ago after the last ice age. We made it. We are now in a short 36-year (or thereabouts) period after the second precession cycle. Whatever humanity decides collectively will set the stage for the next 25,772-year cycle.

So the time we are in is a really big deal folks.

The Shift is causing people to choose between love and tolerance over hatred and intolerance. The Shift is being framed, falsely, by the media as a Trump-Clinton dichotomy, or a Democrat-Republican conflict.

Head vs Heart, Intellect vs Intuition

 As the Shift proceeds it is creating a chaotic situation where the parameters of the old system recede and new potentials arise. Many people don’t recognize this, they are simply living their lives and not questioning anything. But old souls are having a harder time of it. If you are reading this you are almost certainly an old soul.

In quantum physics a system can be described as a superposition of potential states, any of which could manifest. When a system evolves it settles into a new set of parameters, which then manifest a different physical nature or structure. The beginning of a system shift always involves a period of chaos, in which many of the superposed states are presented for inspection. That’s what’s happening now. Current events are chaotic, if you haven’t noticed!

For me personally, I used to get by being cerebral and working hard, but this is not working for me anymore. In fact, my life right now is at a complete standstill. A lot of blackness has descended on me during the last few months. After a lot of meditation I figured out that this blackness wasn’t some outside force – it was my own Akash trying to clear. The longer you have been on the planet, the more karma you have to clear. The time it takes to clear is time dependent. How many lifetimes have you had? What shit have you been involved in? That’s what determines the strength and duration of your clearing.

I have no idea how long this is going to take for me but at least now I have an understanding of why and how. I told you I was cerebral and for me it’s important to understand why stuff happens. God understands everything and all of us carry a little piece of God within us. The desire for understanding is a divine impulse! You may not feel this way and if not, the Shift is probably going to be easier for you.

In my meditation last night I discovered the difference between intuition and the intellect.

Human beings exist in a body-mind-spirit framework. The brain, the mind, the intellect and the ego are all linear systems. You have a problem, you analyze the problem, you take step by step action to solve the problem. The idea that intuition could be involved in solving life problems doesn’t really occur to the intellect, or to any linear system, because it is illogical. “I’m going to use intuition to solve my problem,” you say to the brain. The brain responds, “WTF are you talking about? Identify the problem and use logic to solve it. Make a plan.” To a linear system, a non-linear solution is not comprehensible.

As far as the body goes, the body is just focused on its needs and desires. The body can get in the way of intuitive understanding if the person is focused primarily on the body’s needs and desires. That’s where a lot of people are at right now. Just watch TV and media for a little while!

The heart understands intuition and love because it is the seat of intuition and love. The heart is the key to spiritual understanding. In my clearing sessions I place my attention in the heart chakra and I don’t attempt to analyze how or why I am feeling the way I am. Logically, there is no reason whatsoever for me to feel bad about anything. I have a great life! But if that is so, then why do I feel so crummy? The explanation is non-linear and esoteric. It doesn’t involve psychology or the standard self-help formulas. The clearing of the Akash goes way, way beyond these simplistic explanations that only involve the current life, and it applies primarily to old souls.

The heart is the seat of intuition and non-linearity. So whenever the darkness comes in I power up the heart chakra and send pulses of love to the rest of the body, especially the head. (I’ve noticed something interesting: I always feel the darkness center around the head.)  Everything seems to calm down. When I realized this it was in a flash of understanding; a kind of illumination. “Hey brain, hey mind, you don’t have the tools or the understanding to deal with what is happening. Stand down.” That doesn’t go over well with the part of me – the linear part – which thinks it’s really stupid and that it will never work.

I realized I had become cerebral because of my upbringing. I was raised Catholic. My father was very devout. When I looked at the images of the saints and other holy figures, they always had halos. Look at these representative pictures:

St. Nicholas, St. Mary, Christ

The halos of these holy figures surround the head. So, the head must be the most important bit if you want to advance spiritually, right? After all, the head contains the pineal gland, the organ that transmits the esoteric, sacred energies into the body.

It’s things like this that slip inside your box of beliefs. Your parents tell you something, you read something in a college textbook or in a sacred text, you hear something from a respected scientist or a spiritual leader or a mentor. You don’t think about it, but it becomes part of your belief system. Then you begin operating on those assumptions.

The idea that “spiritual advancement comes from the head” thus entered my box of beliefs. But I have discovered that those halos should really be centered in the heart area, and encompass the entire body not just the head. The head –  the mind, the intellect –  is linear, and there is a place for that. We use the brain and the mind to negotiate through daily life. We need it. But now my life is changing in ways I never thought it would because of the Shift. I need something more.

Intuition is Non-linear

What I have been doing for the past several months while all of this was going on, is trying to guide my life only by intuition. For my cerebral, linear personality this has caused a ton of worry and anxiety. “But how are you going to make money? What are you going to do? We need a plan!!!”

I haven’t got a plan. But my old life is now going away, it’s a weird feeling. The old linear ways of thinking and planning just feel wrong. The answer to these questions of life is, for me right now, “I don’t know. It will all work out. I’m trusting my intuition.”

“That’s not good enough,” the mind says. “What are you, a space cadet? Get your act together fool!”

I suppose you could call this a “mid-life crisis.” But it’s not. I’m 67 years old now, my mid-life crises are all behind me. Been there, done that. No, this is something much more profound. It’s part of the year of illumination for me. Apparently I’m headed off on another life path, but right now I haven’t a clue what it is!

Apparently the new life path has to do with clearing my Akash. The exciting thing is that during this clearing of darkness, whenever I follow my intuition I get excited and a feeling of certainty happens as long as I am doing action cycles associated with my intuitive guidance.  It makes no sense logically. But gradually, over the months, I am learning to trust my intuition.

I am a writer. I was sitting at my desk last August when I became inspired to do some more research on the geometry/math textbook I wrote some years ago. “Write up a research paper about the truncated icosahedron (soccer ball) and add it to your book,” my intuition told me.

“Where did this come from?” my brain asks. “Why?”

“Just do it,” my intuition says.

So I begin to work every day on analyzing this polyhedron (a polyhedron is a geometric solid like the cube. These geometric designs are found in nature and in mathematics and in sacred geometry). About two weeks later I get a call from a guy who has read my book. He says, “I am a curriculum developer. I have some high level contacts at several universities. I want to create a college course using your book.”

Well, you could have knocked me down with a feather. Where did this guy come from? I wondered. I look him up and remember he communicated with me a few years ago about the book. So that’s coincidence, right? My intellect says, in its linear fashion, “You got lucky. You can’t run your life like this.”

Two weeks later I finish the new paper and add it to the book. My intuition then says, “Rewrite some of the chapters for greater clarity.” I start on that and the curriculum developer calls me again, saying he is developing a plan to get the book in a college course. I’m thinking, “Wow, that’s another coincidence.” We have another conversation and start talking about what we are going to do.

Six weeks later I get another intuitive flash. “Scalar Vector Graphics. Create your book using SVG images so they look really good and can be studied easier by students.” Scalar vector graphics are mathematical objects, not pixels. So you can make SVG images as large as you want with no loss of resolution. SVG graphics look sharp and clear no matter how big they get. In my book this is important because I am doing a detailed analysis of these polyhedra. I have a lot of diagrams that show the guts of these polyhedra. I need sharp, clear images so people can understand how these things are built.

It takes me another month to do that because I have to learn how to do it, and there are 170 images in the book. Then my intuition says, “Make all of the sections of your book, and the images,  linkable.” That takes me another two weeks. It is now the middle of December and I have been working on this every day for 8 to 10 hours since the middle of August.

Meanwhile I am not working, I have no money coming in, and my brain is freaking out. “WTF are you doing!!! Get off your butt and find some work!”

My intuition tells me to relax. “Complete your book, don’t do anything until the end of December. “ So now it’s almost the end of December. My life is still up in the air. “How is this going to turn out?” my linear brain says. My intuition says, “Stop worrying. After you finish this geometry book finish up your latest novel.” Last year (2017) I started writing a novel called The Old Soul. But I dropped it in 2018 because I couldn’t figure out how to end it. So now I’m working on that and it’s the end of December. Bills are coming in and the brain is getting worried. My intuition tells me to relax.

I’m realizing that there IS a multidimensional component to life. I’m experiencing this in my meditations and in my life now. It’s not logical, it’s not  understandable to the brain.  It’s the law of attraction, which I wrote about in my book The Vibrational Universe. The law of attraction is a wonderful, helpful concept that I have been using for a long time. But now I’m finding that my old life, for some reason, is over. Probably because of the meditations and visualizations I have been doing over the past year, during this year of illumination. Some of these meditations have been very powerful. Now my life is changing in unexpected ways. Now I have to trust that the things I have been asking for will come. I am ready to grab any opportunity. But it’s a little scary not knowing how or when things will turn around. The process, I am beginning to realize, is non-linear. So by definition I can’t figure it out with my intellect. I have a feeling that artists and creative people live their lives like this, but I am not used to it.  

So I say to myself, “I don’t know where I’m going or how it will turn out, but I trust that the universe is benevolent and that my intuition will guide me to the right place.”

Whew! That really doesn’t appeal to my linear personality at all. But I’m learning. It really is a different way to live.

That’s my report for this month.

Happy New Year!

Current Events Update

Wow – the bullshit from the media is reaching epic proportions. Let’s take a step back and figure out what is really happening. In the first place, the reason for the “Wall” nonsense at the end of December 2018 has little to do with the current government shutdown. Trump can build it, and is building it, from monies already appropriated. There is a parallel negotiation going on between the Republicans and the Democrats and it involves Inspector General Horowitz and his assistant John Huber, who have 470 trained DOJ investigators looking into corruption. The Democrats tell Trump to shove it by refusing to appropriate money for his Wall. Trump counters by instituting a long government shutdown, thus making the Democrats’ victory in the House hollow as long as the govt is shutdown. But not to worry folks! Congress already passed a law  that guarantees the salaries of lawmakers during the shutdown, even though Federal workers and their own staffers don’t get paid! How’s  that for democracy! (Federal workers will get paid for the time the govt is shutdown anyway. They just don’t get the money until the government shutdown is over). There are other factors involved as well, too complicated to discuss here. There are deeper forces at work than the debate over a stupid wall.

In 2019 there is probably going to be a financial reset for the entire planet. The current financial system hasn’t been working for a long time.  This is going to cause turmoil in the markets, it’s already begun in the anticipation of this. The market has been jumping wildly because investors get spooked by every announcement from the Fed, or an event that gets blown out of proportion by the media, or  a Trump tweet.  According to Benjamin Fulford (who is sometimes way off base but gets it right a lot of the time) a decision has been made at the highest levels of world power to rebuild the temple in Jerusalem and turn that city into an international free zone.  This is why, along with the financial reset, 2019 is likely to be a year of great change. The Jerusalem free zone will (hopefully) be the precursor for a permanent solution to the intractable Middle East problem. But there will probably be a lot of insanity during that process as unbalanced people on both sides overreact!

 Meanwhile the do-nothings in Congress will be trying to impeach Trump (in the Democratic House) or investigating Democratic corruption (in the Republican Senate). The fact is that there are  thousands of sealed proceedings sitting at the Department of Justice right now (see pacer.gov for a state-by-state list). Inspector General Horowitz and his assistant John Huber have been compiling indictments against criminals all over the country, including politicians from both parties. (The IG has over 470 trained investigators, in comparison to Special Counsel Robert Mueller’s pathetic 15. The Mueller report will be an afterthought, but it will be blown (as usual) out of proportion to its real significance by the media.) Why do you think so many politicians have resigned or have decided not to run again during 2018? Almost all of the gerrymandered Congressional districts in the US are shoo-ins for incumbents. The reason these people are resigning or not running again is that most of them are crooks, and Horowitz and Huber have the goods on them. In exchange for their cooperation, they are being allowed to walk quietly off into the sunset. I posted a list of these politicians in one of December’s posts. There will probably be more in 2019.

2019 will also see many of these sealed indictments go public. It will be interesting to see who is named and what is revealed.

Hating on Trump or the Clintons, or  Democrats or Republicans, will not get us where we want to go. Hate will drag us down. I have turned off the news. I read a few sites I trust, very briefly. True journalism is dead because 99% of the media (on both sides) have an agenda. For example, here are two headlines from the Washington Post.

Why is Trump pulling troops out of Syria? Why is he going to pull our military out of Afghanistan? Why did he negotiate peace with Kim Jong-Un and President Xi of China so we can get our troops out of the Korean Peninsula? Because the people who want them there, fighting and creating tension, are the same people whose agenda is endless war and the protection of their worldwide corporate interests. Just as the conservative Nixon was the only guy who could make overtures to Red China back in 1972, so too it is the military-friendly Trump who has the cred to bring our troops home.

It’s about time!!!! Personally I’m all in favor. The US shouldn’t be the world’s policeman for a corporate fascist state run by elites that look out only for their own interests.  Those who truly want peace will support Trump’s withdrawal of U.S. troops. Those who don’t will bullshit about “maintaining alliances” and “terrorist threats.” That’s old energy talk for, “We want the world to stay the same so we can continue to exercise our influence.” You can tell who’s for peace and who isn’t by reading and listening. The Post, for example, is owned by Jeff “CIA” Bezos. The CIA is a wonderful organization known across the planet for its peaceful pursuits and its integrity!

Besides, the US has been bankrupt for many years. We can’t afford troops all over the world. I don’t understand anyone’s objection to this. The Post is totally wrong about this, IMO.

My advice: Turn off the “news” and meditate instead. Find the God within. Be nice to yourself, your family, your neighbors, and your co-workers.

Let’s make 2019 a year of light!